Cindy;

i really dunno what to say ... alot as happened and alot is on my mind.. well i guess not alot just Cindy. She's been on my mind for the past 2 months now i guess i could say. i know i shouldn't be worrying about her but its just the way i am. Friday was a really hard day. Cried for 2 periods at school it was horrible. but it made me realize that i shouldn't worry because i know shes going to be fine. She's GUNNA win this fight.

Cindy;

Well it’s been awhile

Since I seen you,

Life’s just not the same

It’s sure caused some pain.

I sure miss you a lot

And all the tears have brought,

Back all the memories we had

They all make me sad.

Getting on the bus in the mornings

Is no longer the same,

It’s just another piece of the game

That we have to play.

I really wish you would get better

You’re still the best bus driver ever,

I pray for you everynight

You’re gunna win this fight.

Just keep holding on

And live strong,

You’ll win this fight

I just know it.

Cindy; I love you my dear

This hasn’t been a good year,

I continue to pray for you

So will the crew!

i wear it for you! LIVE STRONG BABE! you'll make it through!

Chelpa;

Cindy get better soon

Dear Diary;

i don't know what to say ... so much as happened in the past week. i don't know where to begin; i don't think i could go throught what i went throught last week again and i don't want another one like it.

Cindy; you're going to pull through this i know it, you're strong and i believe by next year you'll be as good as new. i love you; you're the best bus driver any highschool student could ever have and getting on the bus every morning and having someone say "Good Morning" or "Wheres Your Coat" makes my day so much better.

Christian; you know how much you mean to me and if you don't then go look at my site on your pages. i know we fight all the time but it only brings us closer in the end. i seriously don't know what to say to you. i know it hurts when we fight, it hurts me too but; we have to get through it in the end it will be worth it. i promise! i love yyou!

I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE OK AGAIN!=(

Chelpa;
i miss you patty=(
cindy get better please=(
christian i love yyou

This weekend

well this weekend was by far the best weekend ever! first of all Saturday morning i got up and went bowling; bowled a 300! oh yeah.. I met the most amazing person in the world! Ashley i love you to death girl! You're so much fun to hang out with! then after that i went to Erins for her "Girls Night". that was the best ever i haven't had that much fun in a long time=). thanks so much for everything lastnight guys haha. it was the best. our little skits and truth or dare. and that thing where we had to say one word. haha. the next day i went to sunday school then church. the message that Graham said was really touching. i'd have to say. it really made me think of what i want my future to look like. after that i went to Cathys for like 2 hours came home and went to Sunday Night Live with Patricia! i always have the best time with i'm with you. you always know how to make me laugh when i'm upset! thanks=) love you!

Chelpa;

miss you Patty and Ashley:(

Happy 17th Birthday To Me!

well if you guys haven't realized it but today is my 17th Birthday. Lastnight i stayed at my sisters house(Erin) and we were up until 12am. when i woke up Cathy(her mother) cooked me her wonderful french toast! It was great! Then i went bowling; bowled a 308!! after that i came home and sat here like i'm doing now. i got $65 in cash and several gifts.
Thanks:
Mom & Dad
Cindy, Darrel & Family
Cathy, Erin & Brian
Patricia Brewer
Dave Stewart (Wilson)
Nanny, Grampy & Derrick

Chelpa;

ticked off!!!

well as you can tell by the title of this post that i'm a bit ticked off. the reason is because for the past month there hasn't been youth group and i hate it. i actually want to have it.. and then again i'm begining to not care anymore if we have it or not. why? you might ask; because EVERYTIME theres a problem Nackawic ALWAYS gets the crappy end of the deal and i'm tired of it. Then you wonder why i'm always saying that i hate going to Nackawic well ... thats why.

Chelpa;

patty; i miss you=(

Happy New Year

Well the year has just begun and its already starting the way I hoped! None of my family members got put in the hostpital, no fights, everyone was happy. I got to spend my last moments with Christian and his family and I got to start my new ones with them too. I seriously don't think I could ever find another family that loves and cares about me as much as they do. [not like i would want to]. I'm actually happy this time. I hope you all had a good new year. Can't wait to start new memories with friends like you!

Chelpa;

Patty I Miss You=(

Happy New Year!

Well the time has come again;; the end of the year .. i hope you guys have a Happy New Year. i know for a fact i will. I got the best Christmas ever ... I got to spend it with the people i love;; i got my friend back;; and most of all My old bestfriend came home. well i hope you all have a great holiday season [even though i have probably said that 3 times now] but anyways i'm out!

Chelpa;

Patty i miss you=(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHY!(^)